Agoura High School - Quixotian Yearbook (Agoura Hills, CA)

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The Girl Who Never Existed Once upon a time. there was a girl who never existed. She went to school everyday. whether she was sick or not. She'd go to Ist and 2nd period, during nutrition she would go to the library. Next came 4th and 5th: lunch came: again, she would return to the library. 6th and 7th, She walked home. Yes, that is how she lived each day. She had straight A 's, but never had she opened a book to study. She never spoke. as if she had no tongue. She never saw anyone, as if she had no eyes. The other kids stared and watched her every move. No one knew her, so she had no friends. That's the wa y it went, all 4 years, During the years her parents got divorced. She started running away from her problems. Many a time she wondered why God treated her this way. Why? It was not fair. Drugs became her only solution. She needed money. Money. Money for drugs. Drugs to kill herself One evening while out working, she was brutally beaten. Even tho' she still went to school. no one said a word, to the bruises on her arms, the black eyes, the cut lips, and the slashed fear in her eyes. The next day she died. No one knows how. Her parents held a funeral, tho' they knew no one would show up. Were they wrong? Yes. For all the kids in school came because they knew her as the girl who never existed. - Rico 4 'What did you learn in school today? my mother asked. I replied: Love is hate. Peace is war. Friends are enemies. And the truth. is a lie. I looked at her. and the tear on her cheek rolled to the ground. - D. W. Q I 's : XT X, ., gm xfo I A N . My T .232 VX H txxh hx ,y fl fi I-fr! V Y ll I a-I-' X 1: TV , 5 tw 3 lf l I I'll tell you a tale, of four kids in jail. And how all the fun started, the drinks and the drugs darted. And tell you of the car, and the laughs. and the cries. I 'll tell you about a tree. and, about a crash. I'll tell you of this, and of much much more, the tale of the four kids in jail . . . But first. let me tell your the car carried SIX . . . -- D. W. -.wc .N5l.-,-.-.e,e,g- ., X r H.. ' Z -' - .1 'G r-' 44 Y .. f-f.,zq,g 'Q' : ' 5.3 5 1. 11. . .lx- -u' I 1' N' :'. 1 , ,-f '-f'-' pf ,Ig q.... 'I-y. -. .f 1 , - .iff-.1 ,'.--'-'-:Q - . -. '.:..,---:4-'- - . -Ju ' U 5, .bfi . -' - 1-' . . -.- : . -. . ,.,--.u - . -. ' L .,,. 75' ,2fg.f,s3-gr - , f-1 'Z I Died 4 Love I went to the park where ldwell. Imet a boy I loved so well: He stole my heart away from me and now he wants to set me free: One day I saw a strange girl on his knees: he told her things that he never told me: So I went right home to cry in bed: not a word of this to my mother was said: My father came home late that night, looking for me left to right: he opened the door which broke: and found me hanging from a rope: he cut me down: and read the note on the dresser that he had found and it said: Dig my grave dig it deep mark my stone from head to feet on the top please place a dove to remind the world I died 4 love - Rico Creatixlty 247

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246 Creativity Heart and Soul Content is the soul. lonely is the heart. Two different feelings, from two different parts, The soul is content with Life Itselh Yet the heart cannot survive without the love from someone else. The Soul is Simple, Wise and True. It knows that the love inside is the best love for you. Yet the heart goes on in its ignorant ways. Searching for another through its lonely days. Heart and Soul are opposite yet, they go hand in hand. One creates a longing I . , One creates man . I , - Doug Buhl I see the world through eyes clouded by the expectations which my heart demands and which will take enternity to fulfill So now I rest hoping that the clouds will pass on and leave unto me the joy I once held for living this life is no more than being And the clouds which mine eyes darken shadow all upon which I look forcing me to turn in contempt and disgust from all that I once loved And only those whom brightest shine can I see through the darkness that shrouds my vision and leaves me empty Now I must move on and hope the clouds remain behind for I am weary of running. -- Eric Rosen Lv-f Artist: David Ashton

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I Wish Poe m: MSH Light on the hill, it fades away Giving off its red array Dust in the wind it Hlls my lungs Feel the cold air as it comes I close my eyes, I feel the fear I see my life the tears appear Urge in my heart it wants to love To feel the peace of the dove But in my mind, it's dark and cold No one to love as I grow old, - P. Babcock Love is a song only in my hea with a kind of longing for a loving-back of some sort rt I wish I could tell you how much love I feel inside But I get so embarrassed so I let my love hide I long for you to hold me Dawn Pale-yellow Hngers of light erase the last smudges of the black night Soft salmon streaks fade into pink coral smears nature 's colors surround me, soothing my fears The gold sphere of the sun waving goodbye to the silver sliver of moon takes over the sky . . . Its warm light races to touch everything the ice melts. a tear slides my heart starts to sing Soon hot orange flames burn up above giving in to a golden glow In awe at her beauty, I am in love but no one will ever know This elusive perfection, the pearly peach Dawn had just started to thaw me but before I was free. it was gone . . . K - - Melissa Moravec FW 6 feel your body's warmth near 5 feel your tender heartbeat as you whisper softly in my ear But now you've got a girlfriend 8 my chances with you are few but I only want three words to hear I know my wish won 't come true I love you more than life itself but my skies are always gray ljust want for you to love me once l daydream S wish for that day Just think of the love that together we 'd share You'd hold me tight in your arms then I 'd know that you care But wishes are for dreamers 5 reality is mine I want to put you behind me so I 'd have a stable state-of-mind So I hold you close to my heart though I know it just can 't be I will always love you forever . . . even though you don't love me - Tara Teneyck in xslx , R Di Q V! One That Shines Your hair shines radiant, as the sun shines in the sky - And when it rains, it reminds me of the tears in your eyes W2 And when the wind blows, mussing your hair XX 3 X' The beauty you once had, is still there 1 For the true beauty in you. is the beauty inside Something your looks will never hide. For whether your eyes sparkle, Or your hair blows, WW The Inner Beauty in You ls the one that shows! - Doug Buhl Love Games You say that you love me Then leave me again Stop playing these love games Where l never win. I thought when I met you Your feelings were true. You said you loved me. lfl only knew. So when you get bored Or depressed or down, Don 't come running to me, I won 't be around. Because love 's not a game Where the winner is you, Love's an emotion Shared between two.